To James

Since you passed on, I have been right there with you.  All the life got sucked out of me too.   There has not been a moment when the thought or mention of your passing has not felt as its happening right here right now.  It’s like someone punched me in the stomach and took all my breath away.  Time has not made that feeling go away, and I am glad for that.  For as painful as it is, you are still very much with me and I will never let that go.

Besides your funeral, making this website has been the most difficult and emotional experience in the journey of my life.  It has taken me a long time to get here.  By putting these pictures and thoughts down, I am working on bringing you and I back to our new life.

I know you are in a better place.  This is my way to make this place a better place too.  It may be a new journey, but I am not alone, for you will always be here reminding me of the path.

Thank you son…..

August 2002 – James Disbrow – This photo was provided to the Citrus Times for their article on the crash that caused your death. This picture validates you were young beautiful and full of life. Beverly Hills, Florida
August 2002 – James Disbrow – This photo was provided to the Citrus Times for their article on the crash that caused your death. This picture validates you were young beautiful and full of life. Beverly Hills, Florida

James Hamilton Disbrow 2015 Carina Miranda